
It’s the where am I question. I’ve come a long way. I’ve got a long way to go but TRULY GRATEFUL for it all. I assume the “talk to myself” voice is real and gives voice to my conscience. Me writing is what happens when I give my conscience the pen. Some people live out their “wins and losses” in the shadows, while others are chosen to live theirs out in the peripheral of the public. Some choose to keep it in-house while others don’t mind sharing. I don’t seem to mind. I actually feel compelled to.
From the first time I stood and sang in front of a crowd until now, it got me. The calling to preach seemed right at 20 and proved to be the correct route. Maybe my calling is to share from either down here or up there? Well that would suggest a fall. No fall here. Only changes and choices. Why not? People are in all places and can even be up today and down in the same day. I’ve been living 57 years? What have I done with 57 years? I’ll let somebody else tell that story. Just gather ALL the info and not some. Interview all the people not just the disgruntled.
I’m learning to appreciate life more!! It continues to be a great run!!!! My kids are up and parents need to get you some business because kids want you out of theirs. I’m walking slower, more methodical and purposed now. I’m learning to say no quicker and follow my own instinct and inner voice. I’m learning that I could be RIGHT and I could be WRONG!! If there are no FAILURES AND MISTAKES, then GO FOR IT!!
People and things pull you in a million directions. You can see the traps now. If you run your race at your pace, you’ll get there. God’s timing is so important. You can’t hurry GOD. No peace inside equals no peace outside!! No peace in your heart and mind means no peace in a mansion, a Bentley, in Beverly Hills or in a tailor made suit. FIRST THINGS FIRST. That’s deep!! This feels like a message in a bottle. If you took the time to uncork it and read, then thank you!! If you’ve prayed for me any where along the line of my life,Thank you!
If at times the conclusion you’ve drawn is, “He’s living a Great Life,” then you are right!! If you’ve gathered that, “He has no clue what the hell he is doing!! You are also right. I’ve rode with my hands gripped to the handlebars and at other times no hands at all but so have you. Control is relative. Hahaha!! We weren’t raised with helmets, pads and bike lanes!! What? A bike lane? Don’t get me started. I’m just glad you to talked to God about it and not talked about me to others. In turn, I pray God’s Best Blessing be upon you and yours!! It’s Saturday, I slept in and I’m headed for the gym.
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